October 2012
Because thy lovingkindness is better than life, my...
September 2012
Ephesians 5:28. I learned that I don’t have to look out for myself. Ever again. That’s so awesome. I have the good pleasure of looking after her and loving her with everything. And in turn that same love and protection and life will be over me as well
On a positive note, I really did learn a lot from reading today. I think more than I’ve ever learned from sitting and reading my bible alone. And practical things too. I want to be close to Jesus. My heart was broken today for many reasons. All of the things I must have put him through being one of them. It’s so awful to have been so desensitized to things.. I won’t go back to...
Slow day at school today.. Sat and read my Bible and prayed for what seemed like hours. Learning a lot. But I felt sick to my stomach all day and almost broke out crying twice.. I feel so broken. So awful. So angry at myself. Like I’m so stupid. I’m so full of guilt and I am utterly disgusted with everything.. With myself. I don’t know how I went from disgusted to numb to...
I took lightly what should have been treated with the utmost diligence. Every second that passes makes me more aware and more humbled by everything.
Tell me, once again, who I am to you.
Tell me, lest I forget, who I am to you. That I belong to you.
I always pictured myself like I was her prince. Like i was doing so well. Now I just look at myself like trash.. Like I used to.. Blah.. But all of that doesn’t even matter. I don’t have the option to live for myself. I can’t get low down like I used to. All I can do is try to fix everything I’ve broken. It’s sad how frail trust can be.. It’s more devastating to realize how fragile the person you...
Randomly opened my Bible to John 8 and read this morning.. I’m not sure what God is trying to tell me.. I’ve never compared myself to anything like that.. What an awful awful feeling.. What an awful reality.. Guard your hearts.. please. Dont hurt the people you love more than anything..
My world has been rocked. My mind has been shifted so much so quickly..
I have a test today.. Please pray...
I think I’ve had two hours of sleep..? Maybe..? I don’t even know.. Body tremors like I’ve never had before. I don’t know how I could be so stupid.. I don’t know how I could hurt someone i love more than anything so badly and have such a small view on something that should be huge.. It’s huge now.. That’s for sure.. I don’t want to be the one always taught… The Lord knows I want to teach. I want...
I haven’t felt this devastated since surrender passed away :(.. I don’t know what to do. I feel so broken. She’s my whole world. She’s everything to me. How could I think so stupidly? How could I be such an idiot? She doesn’t want kids anymore? I’m not a godly man? I don’t know what to do.. I thought I was doing so great.
kylesbogusjourney:
A christian and an atheist walk into a bar. They procede to have a few drinks and enjoy each other’s company because they’re not pretentious assholes.
Hahahaha… Already I’ve met my fill of pretentious a holes here in air force intel..
jack-sparrow:
oh right.
the poison.
the poison for kuzco.
the poison chosen especially to kill kuzco.
kuzco’s poison.
August 2012
